Some days are not that good. Yesterday was one of those days.
I woke up feeling a bit grumpy. It intensified when our water supply was threatening to bail out on us, yet again.
My cheerful baby became fussy at mid-day. She would cry at the slightest sign of being laid (down) on the bed. She needs me and I couldn’t bear to see her cry so hard.
My adorable preschooler was messier than usual. Or maybe, because my day didn’t start out right, my tolerance for spills and clutter have decreased significantly. I yelled (not proud of it, by the way) and he muttered, “Sorry, Mommy.”
Two pre-teens – my nephew and my niece – were left under my care for the day. They are helpful (some of the chores and a bit of child care) but they can be a handful at times. Pre-teens and preschooler playing together. Fun, right? Well, not if they get so rough with each other and cause quite a ruckus disturbing an irritable baby! So, I yelled, yet again.
As the hours dragged on, I felt exhausted. It seemed like this bunch decided to conspire on me on a Monday and unleash their not-so-good mood and behavior.
By 9PM, I was feeling outnumbered with no sight of reinforcement. Like a soldier left in the midst of a battle. Okay, that may be an exaggeration, but really, I felt so drained and helpless! Taking care of four kids is no mean feat!
The burden was gradually lifted when Hubs finally came home and my Mom and Sis picked up the older kids. My little ones and I settled in for the night while I tried to sneak in some work on my phone. Though, a glitch on a work app annoyed me and the stress monster popped out once more.
Hubs, who was having dinner at that time downstairs, told me that cold treats were on the way. I was surprised and thankful that finally, I get to have something sweet (thoughtfulness and treats) to cap the night off. While waiting for it, I snuggled with my firstborn reading about the upcoming appearance of the super blue blood moon. My baby was finally relaxed and sleeping soundly behind us. My little boy and I prayed together for what happened the whole. I prayed that GOD will give us grace and guidance each day, and that we will always remember how blessed we are.
Hoping and praying for happier and better days ahead!
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.
2 Corinthians 12:9 NIV